My best friend David, who is like a brother to me, came back today from Miami after a month of being away from home. He came back crushed, for the woman he fell in love with said that she was confused and didn't feel ready to start a relationship, therefore hurting him by ignoring him and just not caring about him, hoping he would "unfall". Seriously, how fucking hard is it to have the courage to tell someone what you feel or what you're not feeling anymore?

"Oh, let's hope he stops having feelings for me if I stop talking to him and ignoring him"? Fuck that and I don't care: people's feelings are to be considered at any given time either to honor them or to avoid hurting them. That kind of cowardly demeanor is something I may be able to understand, yet I disagree with it wholeheartedly... let alone the fact that it pisses me off that my best friend got hurt by it AGAIN.

Yeah, he got bent over the foot a year ago by that same modus operandi by who he thought to be the woman of his life -- it's not fair to him and I can't help but be angered at it, even more saddened to know that he got hurt just when he was letting himself feel again. He's a good guy, has good feelings and has a gentle, caring soul, yet the first woman who hurt him like that left him for a jackass with an ass for a brain (who I have the sorrow of having met) without even telling him and this girl just chose not to talk to him anymore hoping he would just "stop feeling".

So, first I get myself a dating-mallet and hammer my skull with it only to have him suffer from something even worse. I know how to help him and I'll be there for him, but good god, it sucks to know he got hurt like that. :/

Meh...

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